I just have to finish up finals tommorow and then I'm done with school... But I'm pretty sad instead of excited. I'm gonna miss my friends so much *sighs* I've been feeling kind of weird, depressed I suppose... I have no clue why! I dont feel anything in my heart, I just feel empty. I dont want to do anything this past week, not even doodling a little. I just being with my friends cuz right now they're the only thing that are helping me feel some kind of emotion. I dont know what to do.

I think it might have something to do with my sugar levels and what not, it's a tough thing to be hypoglycemic...

So it's been about a mounth since my last journal and a lt has happend since then. This saturday me and my family units went to go see Angels and Demons. During the middle of the movie I felt like passing out, the side of my eyes going black, and my heart was beating so hard! I didnt know what the heck was going on with me, so finally I got my mom and we made our way out of the theater. She was looking at me an freaking out and repeadly asking whats wrong with me... So she got the rest of my family and one of my best friends' Amber as I sat outside the movie. I began to shiver slightly and felt as if my lungs were collapsing. They came out and we rushed to the hospital. I vividly remember the car ride-

I sat between my brother Brett and Amber, both their eyes wide with shock as they stared at me, I wasnt really consentrating on them though. I needed cold air! SO BAD! But they said it was freezing in the car, that my skin was freezing but my head burning. My shivering turned into cunvultions and everything was so dark... I could just hear my heart, which pretty much drowned out the fierce winds being sucked into the car as we raced down the highway.

We walked... Well they walked, I stumbled dizzly along and barely aware that we were in the emergency care. my mom sat me down and rushed to the receptionist. She explained all my symtoms and the women at the desk said she would try to have a nurse as soon as possible. The people around started blankly at me... I wondered if my problems were worse than theirs as I continued shaking. 10 minutes turned into 20 minutes that eventually turned into half an hour. I wasnt getting any air and my heart was about to burst out of my chest. Everything turned blury and I begged my my mom to tell the receptionist to please, PLEASE get me help now! The women simply told us she didnt know when the next doctor would be availible- I prayed for help to come soon...

The double doors slowly opened as a couple of nurses came in and wheeled out an older lady, evindently she had something wrong with her kidneys or something- More waiting for me. I wondered if I would pass out in the waiting room as the side of my eyes started going black again but I remained concious and terrified. But just as the nurses were walking back through the doors my mom said " Thats our neihbor!" as she pointed to one of the nurses. The women was a short blonde, older and wears glasses, she has the most kindest blue eyes and face, her name is Mrs. Rossi. She and her husband had moved in a couple of mounths back but I had only met her the day before! And just my luck because she came to me after my mom called out to her and gentaly placed her had on my forehead. " Whats ammater, dear?" She asked softly. I tried to tell her through my clentched jaw and trembling.

Eventually she took me through the double doors, leading me through a series of white hallways and came to a room with a bed and 4 chairs. By this time Amber's my had come to pick her up and despite my sickness, I was really sorry I ruined the movie for her. So Mrs. Rossi did a couple of tests, the basics: Temperatures, blood pressure, listening to the heart, you know.


lol! Look at me praddeling on like a school girl! The story gets pretty interesting in the end but I dont think too many people are gonna read all that so long story short: Had way too much coke that day, They stick me full of needles, I laugh at Will Pherall on Saurday Night Live... and laugh at everything else cuz I'm drugged and happy, find out that I'm hypoglycemic(like everyone else on my dads side of the family), felt way better, went home at 12:27 at night, then fell asleep instantly---------------- THE END!


Now everything is normal, somewhat. I've been having trouble breathing and eating and I'm so weak and dizzy. I'm not gonna lie, it sucks!!! Yet my life now is perfect^^ I love school for the first time in my life, I'm so depressed that this year is over. I only have next weeks finals and I'm done, and I've become so outgoing! I have so many friends, and no one has a problem with me! This disease wont bring me down! XD Cuz I'm the boss!!! YAYAY!!!

I dont do that shit! XD Never have, never will!

In other news.........

I got pokemon platinum on saturday!!!! It's pretty fun so far!

Its been snowing like crazy these past few days! Which is wierd cuz its april and we usualy either get a lot of sun and a day or two of rain this month, you know how the Southwest tends to be. XD lol, But I love the snow so I dont have a problem with it^^
I think its funny that no matter what state I go to (with the exception of Arizona an Texas) No one knows that New Mexico is apart of the U.S.! Come on people! Look at a damn map! -__-* I always get questions like "Do you have running water?" or " Do you have paved roads?".... Yeah... We do as a matter of fact! We live just like everyone else in America!!!

... I dont no where that random rant came from, lol!^^


I've finished a lot of my trades and icons! (YAAAAAAAAAAAY!) It just takes my computer a long time to load them... But a huge art-storm is coming!!! Ba Ba BUUUUM!!!!!!! Run for your lives!!! XD

It's been quite some time since I updated my journal... Jeez! Anywhoo, I've been in a really inspired mood lately so I'm looking for anyone who wants to do trades, request something from me, or eye-icon requests!

I've already finished all my recent trades and requests, It's just a matter of downloading them now so if I owe you something, it's coming soon!

I'm so freakin pumped! Spring break is in just a couple of weeks! 8D It's gonna be EPIC! MUAH HAHAHAHA! I'm now open for 7 trades, 5 requests, and 10 avatar requests so hurry your little booties up! XD

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Bleh, I caught a cold! It sucks!

Well I've been looking and studying Don Ed Hardy's art work and I am simply facinated with all his work! He's a genius!!! 8D Truley amazing indeed, and his cloths line is beautiful as well. I want to start gradually turning my style into more of a japanese tatoo/hawiian tribal. I think this two amazing styles fused together will look awsome... we'll see soon enough!

So besides wanting to change my style, nothing that amazing has happened to me. Just lots of school work, BLEH!!!DX Well everyone, keep an eye out for my new work^^ Peace out!!!